I miss my childhood. it is flooding back into my mind as 'barbie girl' by aqua blasts out of the stereos. song of my youth -sigh-

I think my neighborhood should have another block party. my childhood was like one big block party. I didn't have a female friend (besides kerry but she was more like my twin) until I was 6. my neighborhood was all older boys at that point. my mom thought I was doomed to be a tomboy. I still am, at heart I think tomboy is just a word that kids use for dike (sp?) because they don't understand stuff like that. hey in my western civ class today marcia told us that there was this boarding school for girls in lesbos (ancient greece) and the headmistress wrote love letters to the girls and that's where the word lesbian comes from. cool beans. lesbian is such a nasty sounding word. they should just say gay. it's a cooler sounding word and it's used generally anyway.

my GPA is chomping on the worms 6 feet under.

give me inspiration. I need a story to write and FINISH for ssw. something that I like enough that I will stick with it to the end. my inspiration has run dry. I'll post the short thing I wrote a few min ago and then trashed. oh well. I'll post them all. whatever. flood deviantart with my crap fiction.

buying a horse is stressing the hell out of me.